I don't know where to begin with, but most of all I'm really disappointed in myself..
Ya i know i did badly for my exams especially add maths.. and so I'm not surprised that this happened.
It's not that i don't like this class, I'm seriously fine with it. The people here are friendly and i know at least half of them since long time ago. But maybe it's just that I'm too used to my old class and the teachers already..
I'm not sure why I'm sad either.. But i am very sure that it's definitely not about the class's problem.. it's because of me..I did not do my best and therefore I felt that I disappointed my parents..
"The biggest regret is not because that you failed, but it's because you did not even put effort to try."
I guess i've finally understand the meaning of this phrase.
At first i was thnking of giving up add maths.. as i really hate it a lot a lot a lot. I just couldn't stand it even by looking at it. I just don't like to do it. I hated all maths related stuffs.
But today when my previous add math teacher told me, " It's okay.. if there's anything you want to ask about add maths you still can always look for me.." I suddenly broke into tears. I wasn't even crying at first. The i reason cried is because i felt that i've not been appreciating all the things that she has taught us before..
And from that moment onwards i've determined to strive hard for this subject. I wouldn't give up unless i have really tried.
I'm sure I can do better from today onwards.. to prove it to myself that this is just the beginning..
Here I am updating my blog. Honestly i don't feel like touching it anymore coz I'm too lazy to type so many words. haha. But i felt bad for my blog, so yeah here I am, again.
Okay so during this holiday i went to Kuala Lumpur for shopping with Shereena, Genting Highlands to watch DCOH '09 with Mei Jie, Tien Tien and Man Peng, and lastly Pulau Pinang to visit my relatives with my family.
Ya i really had a great time during all these trips, and I'm glad that I went :)) Haven't been to these places for a loooonngg time d. Had uploaded the pics on Facebook.
So after the trips I spent my time for the rest of the holiday in JB. Went to watch Avatar with my Ballet buddies, and let me tell you, this movie is AWESOME. Go watch it if you haven't.
And after that went to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks 2 with my brother. It was funny la, and of course not to forget those cute chipmunks! Plus, this time they had the ladies..the Chipettes! hahaXD
Last but not least, with my sisters! ( Kai Voon, Hui Yee, Cassie) I'm glad that we went out together again after such a long time. Took neoprints and watched Sherlock Holmes. I love the movie's backgrounds and costumes. It was very classic, they successfully shoot and create old London beautifully, capturing the ambiance and mood of the period. But it's not only about adventure and mystery, but also horror, and a lil humour too.
Q i n w e n
9:16 PM
Friday, September 4, 2009
LOS ANGELES- Michael Jackson made his final journey today as around 200 family and close friends gathered for the music icon's funeral at a star-studded Los Angeles cemetery.
Unpredictable to the last, Jackson was late for his own funeral, his gold-plated casket being brought before mourners more than 90 minutes after the service had been scheduled to start.
Jackson's brothers -- all dressed identically in black suits and each wearing a solitary white glove in tribute to the "King on Pop" -- were on hand to act as pallbearers as the coffin was removed from the hearse.
The singer's children -- Prince Michael 12, Paris, 11, and seven-year-old Prince Michael II, otherwise known as "Blanket" -- sat in the front row next to parents Katherine and Joe Jackson.
Jackson's children were reported to have left notes in their late father's coffin reading "Daddy we love you, we miss you."
A convoy of more than 30 vehicles headed by six Rolls Royce luxury limousines transported Jackson's family to the Forest Lawn Memorial Park in the Los Angeles suburb of Glendale.
Other guests who had arrived earlier included Hollywood icon Elizabeth Taylor, actor Macaulay Culkin, and outspoken rights activist Reverend Al Sharpton, who posted on micro-blogging site Twitter during the service.
"What MJ went through was so unfair, yet he succeeded. In the end, he was the biggest artist ever. He faced the headwinds but he made it," Sharpton wrote revealing soul legend Gladys Knight "sang her heart out" at the ceremony.
Invites to the ceremony from Jackson's family urged mourners to celebrate the singer's life. "We loved him, we laughed with him, we sang with him. We danced with him. But on this day, we celebrate him," the invite read.
Jackson, who died aged 50 on June 25, will be entombed in an ornate mausoleum at the cemetery, where Hollywood icons such as Humphrey Bogart, James Stewart, Spencer Tracy and Walt Disney are buried.
Jackson was to be interred within Forest Lawn's Great Mausoleum, an elaborate neo-classical building inspired by Genoa's Campo Santo.
Jackson's casket will be placed in a private area of the crypt that also houses Hollywood legends Clark Gable, Jean Harlow and Carole Lombard.
Thursday's service contrasted with the lavish public memorial held at Los Angeles's Staples Center in July, which was attended by 20,000 fans and beamed live around the world to an estimated audience of one billion.
A pooled live television feed of the event showed an aerial shot of family and mourners gathering before being discontinued shortly after Jackson's coffin had been removed from a hearse. Police had cordoned off the neighbourhood surrounding the cemetery after earlier urging fans to stay away from the event.
Police helicopters, sniffer dogs and plain-clothes officers were patrolling the 120-hectare cemetery, on the lookout for any fans trying to gatecrash the service.
However, the law enforcement presence did not deter pockets of fans who gathered at the police perimeter, carrying posters of Jackson and playing the singer's music on a stereo. "Anything is worth it for Michael," said one woman carrying a "Thriller" poster.
Jackson's delayed funeral comes after months of speculation about the exact cause of his death and reports of divisions within the singer's family about where he should be buried.
His elder brother Jermaine had said he wanted the star to be interred at his Neverland Ranch estate north of Los Angeles. Jackson fled the property in 2005 following his acquittal on child molestation charges.
Los Angeles coroners said last week that Jackson's death was being treated as a homicide and revealed that he had six drugs in his body when he died, including propofol, a powerful anesthetic.
Propofol is used to induce unconsciousness in patients undergoing major surgery in hospital. Medical professionals say it should never be used by private individuals at home.
The coroner's announcement fueled speculation that authorities may charge Jackson's personal physician, Conrad Murray, in connection with the death.
Jackson, one of the most influential figures in pop music history whose four-decade career included the highest-selling album of all-time -- "Thriller" -- had been preparing for a July concert comeback at the time of his death.
-Adapted from MSN Entertainment
Rest In Peace, Michael Jackson
Q i n w e n
9:28 PM
Monday, August 31, 2009
During the holidays, one of my plan is to watch a few japanese dramas that I've been longing to watch since forever. However, I did not manage to get the DVDs till the third-last day of the holidays. Therefore, I've successfully finish watching 2 dramas in 3 days time.
Tsukumo Ryusuke (Kimura Takuya) was once a club host. He met with an accident and injured a part of his brain. As if in compensation for that, his right brain was astoundingly well developed. He recovered and pursued a career in psychology. He's now a quirky, yet brilliant neuroscientist working for the National Research Institute of Police Science.Wielding an unique perspective and psychology, Tsukumo tackles the nation's most baffling crimes and scandals, going head-to-head with the most brilliant and twisted criminal minds with Yuri Kazane (Ayase Haruka), his assistant at the research institute and Hayashida Toranosuke (Mizushima Hiro), a detective from the First Investigate Division.
Of course, the reason why I wanted to watch this drama is because of Mizushima Hiro~! Mizushima Hiro played as Hayashida Toranosuke in the drama as a very dedicated cop but yet funny and blur. He's really funny in the show X)
I've learn a lot about human brains through this drama and also the beauty of science and technology. It's a really nice drama though. Worth to watch it. :)
Okay, move on to the second drama:
Zettai Kareshi (Absolute Boyfriend)
Riiko Izawa is an office lady in search of a boyfriend, and she ends up in possession of a robot known as Night Tenjo, who is programmed to be the perfect boyfriend. However, this creates a love triangle with a distinguished young man at her company who also has feelings for her. Riiko is played by Saki Aibu , Night is played by Mokomichi Hayami, and Soshi Asamoto is played by Mizushima Hiro.
Yes, AGAIN, Mizushima Hiro is in this drama, that's why I watched it. In the drama he is very laxed and carefree about work, and also seems to have a reputation as a player. His father see potential in him much to the annoyance of his older brother Shiro. Soshi seems to change after he met Riiko as he's falling for her.
Although I'm not a fan of romance drama, however I'll still rate it 4/5. Overall, this drama was not bad and I guess it's quite sweet.. Robot and human can't seems to live together forever though..
At least I'm willing to go back to school after watching these dramas :P
Q i n w e n
7:38 AM
Friday, August 21, 2009
Yay !! FINALLY, it's holiday!!! I've been waiting for this moment-to update my blog. X)
It was so boring to be in class without my 2 buddies who abandoned me and left to Taiwan, for the whole holiday! :(
But it's okay, I've got plans(hehe) for the next whole week~ The list below are the following plans :
Finish up all my undone homeworks--hopefully.
Read manga/novels;
Watch tv!!
Shopping^^
Watch japanese dramas-wee!!
Speaking of japanese dramas, recently I'm watching one that Cassie had introduced to me and I'm really crazy from head over heels for it. The drama is really nice,interesting and FUNNY. Seriously. I just love it.
INTRODUCING:
~ Mei-chan no Shitsuji ~ (Mei-chan's Butler)
It was awesome...I rate it 5/5 :)
Anyway, after watching this drama i suddenly fell in love with: Shibata Rihito~^^
Shibata Rihito is Shinonome Mei's butler in the drama anyway. His real name is Mizushima Hiro~~
okay I'm burning already.
Unfortunately, when I just only started to be excited and everything, I found out a not only heart breaking but heart wrecking news,that is...
he's married.
I almost died on the spot, but I'm quite fine with it because his dear wife is..
Ayaka !!
Pretty, isn't it? I didn't believe it was her at first. But i realized that they are kinda cute together. And, Ayaka definitely have an amazing voice. Even I love her songs too^^
Lee Yue, if you still don't believe it, I've got another proof:
Mizushima Hiro and Ayaka got married on the 22nd of February 2009. Omedeto gozaimasu~
Sadly, Ayaka was recently diagnosed with a condition called the Grave's disease.. I hope that she'll get well soon.. :)
On the 13th of August 2009, the 22nd Installation Day of Interact Club of SMK IJ Convent was held with the theme : Remembering The Legends-when words fail, music speaks.
First of all, I would like to apologize to my fellow Board of Directors for my absence few days before the event due to my condition. I would also like to express my gratitude to my buddy Cassie for helping me so much and also to dear Flora for the dance. Thanks for being so understanding and I really appreciate it..
Love you guys!!
By the way, I really love the theme for this year's event, coz we did about Michael Jackson!! MJ, MJ, MJ everywhere... :) I'm glad for being able to do the MJ's dance too^^ (although I did not do a very good job, will try harder next time..)
Long Live The King, Michael Jackson :)
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Okay, I think I'm sick for around..3 weeks already? I had fever, sore throat, headache, flu and cough before this.Still left cough & flu now.>.< size="4">by the thought of getting H1N1, therefore..
I went for the blood test in the General Hospital. Twice. Each time I gotta wait for 4-5 hours. And they got no results for me. Wonderful. They expect me to go for the third time somemore. No way man. Enough of giving out my blood and also my precious time. Lousy hospital. But don't worry, I think i should be fine.. hehe.
Q i n w e n
7:30 PM
Saturday, July 25, 2009
I can almost see it That dream I’m dreaming but There’s a voice inside my head sayin, You’ll never reach it, Every step I’m taking, Every move I make feels Lost with no direction My faith is shaking but I I gotta keep trying Gotta keep my head held high
There's always gonna be another mountain I'm always gonna wanna make it move Always gonna be an up-hill battle Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose Ain't about how fast I get there Ain't about what's waiting on the other side It's the climb
The struggles I’m facing The chances I’m taking Sometimes might knock me down but No I’m not breaking I may not know it But these are the moments that I’m gonna remember most yeah Just gotta keep going And I, I gotta be strong Just keep pushing on Cause...
There's always gonna be another mountain I'm always gonna wanna make it move Always gonna be an up-hill battle Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose Ain't about how fast I get there Ain't about what's waiting on the other side It's the climb
There's always gonna be another mountain I'm always gonna wanna make it move Always gonna be an up-hill battle Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose Ain't about how fast I get there Ain't about what's waiting on the other side It's the climb
Keep on moving Keep climbing Keep the faith baby It’s all about It’s all about The climb Keep the faith Keep your faith
The Climb-Miley Cyrus
Q i n w e n
10:02 AM
Friday, July 24, 2009
Just like the picture above, it describes my feelings the best. Everything is dark, and even if I look up I can only see nothing but a piece of empty, grey sky.. It feels like its going to rain soon, but nothing pours down... Only empty feelings...dissapointed I guess? Nothing seems to work out right for me..NOTHING. And I just can't understand that why can't I make a choice for myself? Why somebody else have to make the decision? It's about everybody. I have the right to voice out too. Why do people only know how to take but never give..
Q i n w e n
6:02 AM
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Yo friends! Yes, I've updated my blog :) Okay, without any further unnecessary crap, I will talk about the blockbuster movie I've watched today; Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince.
Well, I'll rate it about.. 6/10? I'm not one of those big fans of Harry Potter, and yeah, I think the last movie I've watched is Harry Potter and The Goblet of Fire? I didn't even watch The Order of Phoenix yet.In fact, I guess the only names I can remember the most from the movies are Harry Potter, obviously, Hermione Granger, Ron Wesley, Draco Malfoy, Professor Dumbledore, Hagrid, Professor Snape and Voldemort? I have no idea why after watching the movies for so many times I can still hardly remember the names of other characters. Not interested, I guess.
But I must admit that the Harry Potter series were really great,nice storylines. I mean the movie, because it's impossible for me to read J.K. Rowling's THICK Harry Potter books, it'll kill me, seriously.
Okay back to the point. This latest Harry Potter movie was not bad, and it was funny I must say. I went to City Square to watch it with Hui Yee today, and both of us started laughing like madwoman in the cinema. Not only us though, most of the people actually. At one point of the movie, there was a part were Prof. Dumbledore and Harry went to some island place thingy to search for Voldemort. Then there were some Gollum-like creatures from LOTR (but it's not) started attacking them. Then suddenly we heard a guy in the cinema saying "My preciouss...". Yoh I tell you, I couldn't stop laughing. XD
By the way, on the way to school this morning, I saw an accident on the road to Danga City Mall, nearby some shop houses there. I saw a guy wearing a blue shirt with helmet on lying on the road, as if he's unconscious. I was worried that nobody contacted the ambulance yet coz I only saw some people around standing there staring at the situation with eyes wide opened. So i asked my mum, "Do you think has anybody contacted the ambulance yet?". My mum replied, "I'm not sure, do you want to help?" I was like, "I'm worried coz I think I saw a guy lying on the ground," Mum: "I think you better call if you think it's right,"
But the problem is my mum DID NOT see any guy on the ground. Takkan i salah nampak? Anyway, I still contacted the ambulance. I'm not sure of the full details as my car merely pass by the place. I just wanted the ambulance to come and transport the guy away from the busy traffic and give him any treatment if he was injured. It was like a natural reaction for me. Hopefully I didn't do anything wrong? I pray hard that everything will be fine. *__*
Q i n w e n
3:48 AM
Friday, June 26, 2009
Michael Jackson what...? passed away?! omg.
LOS ANGELES - Michael Jackson, the sensationally gifted child star who rose to become the "King of Pop" and the biggest celebrity in the world only to fall from his throne in a freakish series of scandals, died Thursday. He was 50.
Jackson passed away on Thursday, June 25, at 2:26 p.m at UCLA Medical Center after being stricken at his rented home in Holmby Hills. Paramedics tried to resuscitate him at his home for nearly three-quarters of an hour, then rushed him to the hospital, where doctors continued to work on him.
"It is believed he suffered cardiac arrest in his home. However, the cause of his death is unknown until results of the autopsy are known," his brother Jermaine said. Police said they were investigating, standard procedure in high-profile cases.
Jackson's death brought a tragic end to a long, bizarre, sometimes farcical decline from his peak in the 1980s, when he was popular music's premier all-around performer, a uniter of black and white music who shattered the race barrier on MTV, dominated the charts and dazzled even more on stage...
-Adapted and edited from Yahoo! news-
I was half sleeping this morning when I heard my mum said: "Michael Jackson is dead," to my bro and dad.
I thought I was dreaming and continue sleeping. I didn't realize it was true till I went online(now) and the news of his death were everywhere. I couln't believe my eyes. He can't possibly to pass away so soon?
It was just like yesterday when both of my bro and I were still young, and we'll watch Michael Jackson's vcds that my dad had bought. Our dad was quite a fan of him, so do us. My bro at that time will dance together with him when watching his video, and my dad sometimes will imitate him to make us laugh. As for me, I'm really impressed by his dance moves(you know,especially the 'moonwalk'). One of a kind. Absolutely a true talented icon of pop music over the generations.
Although I'm kinda dissapointed when he started lighten his skin colour to pale white when he's older, causing him to look disfigured. Scandals were overshadowing him years by years. Sigh. Let him go, people. I think he must really felt regretted for all these, so no one should point fingers at him anymore. Furthermore he brought happiness to us once through his music.
Rest In Peace,
Michael Jackson.
We love the way you are, so please do not bleach yourself anymore in your next life. May God bless your family.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.
-Remembering Michael Jackson-The Greatest of All Times-
Q i n w e n
11:56 AM
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Well, I'm absent from school today, like once in a blue moon. I'm happy but not really overjoyed though. I'm not used to it. My mum is that kind of person that will never allow either me or my bro to skip classes or tuition unless we can't make it, eg: sick, school activities. Honestly, except from my bro, i always had to go to school even if I'm sick. During primary school, my mum still made me go to school although I had fever (not very high, but still) or a bad flu and etc. In Form 2, i had conjunctivitis and she still made me wear my pinafore to prepare for school after making a trip to the doctor. Fortunately i ended up staying at home as the doctor advised me to stay away from school for 3 days until I've recovered.
Pity me people.
Anyway let's get to the main topic.I'm absent today for a VALID reason. I bet everyone have heard about the Influenza A(H1N1) disease. It's spreading like fire everywhere in the world. News about it on the headlines of newspapers and tv. Reminds me of SARS and bird flu few years back. Anybody found with a slight fever or flu will be quarantined, especially in airports, customs or schools.
When this virus started spreading I didn't really care to bother about it until it came to JB as well as other states in Malaysia. I got a shock when my school is in threat too. The family members and classmates of one of the girl in my school are quarantined as her elder sister are affected by the virus when she came back from overseas. Some reporters even came to the school and interviewed our headmistress about it and published it on the newspapers. Wonderful. They should just close the school down.
The weird thing is, why do we hate to go to school when holidays are over but longed to go back when we are quarantined? =.=
My dad and my tuition teacher advised my mum to allow us to skip classes as things are pretty hectic now. Suprisingly, she agreed 0.o . Anyway, I've prepared a surgical mask and a hand sanitizer for school tomorrow. For cleanliness and hygienic purposes. XD
Visit the website below for more information on Influenza A(H1N1)-this information helps, do read it! :